No reservations

The makings of culture in this society is so warped and I feel cosier and more safe if I'd just stay and not venture out anywhere out of my comfort zone. But what are the chances of that. Now I feel so unsafe and plucked out of my zone I feel a little less stable.

On another note, starting school again after 2 weeks of rest. 13 days to be exact. The last time I got sick was after Chinese New Year. I got 10 days of rest. I'm looking forward to June! For obvious reasons. Oh there's a day in May though, Serene's wedding! And Labour Day. And weekends. Not many days for me to rejoice over. The day I end Year 4, sweetest day. Unless circumstances like a retest to prevent me from retaining prevents me from jumping in joy. GPA must be >2.8 for Pete's sake. I'm bleeding.

And I/we keep harping on the need to feel alive, do things that make me feel alive. People say pain makes you feel alive but when I was in great pain when I was ill I didn't really feel much alive. More of, numb probably.

But I realized today nothing makes me feel more alive than wind against me. The weather was good today too! Feels good, feels alive.

On another note, I love Anthony Bourdain! His sense of humour is wicked. But his accurate representation of his feelings about the country, culture and food just blows me away. Makes me feel like booking an air ticket to wherever he's at now.

Sigh, back to school. Boo.