Pause / Stop / Restart

399th post! One more post to hit the big 400. Anyway today's back to school, Term 2! Nothing really eventful. Hope more teachers don't come tomorrow. And Ms Yee should stop harping on the "promote conditionally on probation" thing. She mentioned that so many times in the short span of 2 periods.

"You should seriously consider if you're cut out for the academic route"

I mean, my society's standard a dropout would be a huge, spreading ink stain on your piece of paper. Even we're not cut out we have to tolerate and still do our best. She mentioned about the Polytechnic route. But I'm not really familar with those dark waters so it's probably not in my realm of consideration.

"When you're doing GP in A levels, on the condition that you promote successfully till Year 6.."

We're constantly reminded and buggered down by reminders and lectures from teachers. But oh man, yet another one. This year really passes so fast because we do nothing but study.

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Anyway, leaving that saddening topic. The sickness made me busted. I can't even spike a single ball probably and Coach isn't too encouraging. But all my 4 years of work gone because I missed 3 trainings?! I won't let that happen. Disastrous oh my God. I was super happy with the power of my spikes and now this had to happen. Hopefully I can regain my strength and everything else with it. But at least I'm not taking it as hard, telling myself "I need time." Suppose that's the right way lest I break down (emotionally) again due to training.

And I wanted to complete my LA essay when my computer had to drop a bombshell on me. It just kept restarting on its own and I reformatted the entire thing again. But I have to reinstall my Word documents and all that but I'm really tired. If I were to do my essay I'd have to stay up until 1a.m and vomit the next morning again. Anyway tomorrow's a good day. Can hand in my essay on Wednesday.

We're never gonna win the world

We're never gonna stop the war

We're never gonna beat this

If belief is what we're fighting for