Tired to the core

Maybe working to the bones like this is a consolation I'm actually on my way to achieving something. But being a Superman isn't the way out. I figure I'd cave in.

Training was exciting. I spiked the best I have spiked in years. But my stamina is bad, I have to pause and rest for awhile after spiking a few balls. I should pick up running, but I will still hate running. It went Kaboom done and I'm super pleased and comforted my years of training hasn't gone to waste.

Played volleyball with Zizheng, Jason, Alson (the usuals) and Mervin the Mervo. Of course with Mich, Mel and Cherie (the usuals) Half the time we were in the rain but it felt good. To just be playing volleyball non-stop for hours. No care, all my frustrations are out and it feels damn good to be doing something I love with people who loves the game too. I want to move to a higher level and I'm going to be improving my attack.

Mum wasn't too happy about me reaching home so late but I said, "I don't even go out or anything now and volleyball is something I love so much and helps me relieve stress and frustrations so what's so bad about it."

And she thought over it and didn't say anything more.

Watched the finale of Under the Canopy of Love and was screaming that she shouldn't marry him because she didn't want him to feel hurt. What bullshit, sacrifice your eternal happiness marrying someone you don't love instead of the one you do (and is willing to marry you, and is goodlooking, and eligible to boot?!) Okay, the other one is goodlooking and eligible and willing to marry you too. But she didn't love him.

Ok anyway as all serials and dramas do, the guy realizes her heart is not with him and he writes them a both a letter on his wedding day he has decided to pull out and wishes them happiness.

Predictable and drama-like, I know.

But obviously I still cried. Am a sucker for emotions. But I hate it when dramas have happy endings (but I hate it even more if it doesn't) but it's because it raises my ideals one notch higher.

P/S: The 9PM Channel 8 show is the worst show I have ever seen.

Shit load of work to do and not enough sleep.

But,

I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman I must be Superman.

And now Superman wants to pass out on her bed.