I, 4F, US

Today marks the last schooling day of my 4 years of secondary school life. 4 years, how long it seemed when we first started, how fast it went as we now look back.

I shall keep it short for now (due to extreme fatigue from the match) I will do many proper posts in future for sure :D

I guess I never really felt anything today because there's the knowledge that it really isn't the end, if anything has to count as the end, it's 14 November. And also I know, that the bonds that we forged in 4F are really quite strong so none of us really feel like it's the end of 4F yet. Although we took pictures and held a very well turned-out class recess, it's just for closure's sake.

We know it's not the end.

I sincerely feel that every single 4F member has really made a huge difference in my life :D I've never felt more at home, or more comfortable in that small little classroom. I can be whoever I feel like being, I can say whatever I feel like saying, or do whatever I feel like doing no matter how ridiculous it seems (Like standing on the table/chairs) but no one has ever given me a funny look because of that because of the understanding they have of me. This special feeling can never be replaced ever, and the support and encouragement whenever I have a match going on (I am super super touched by that), or when I get into anxiety attacks and worry incessantly. Yet they never fail to try to put me at ease and give me the encouragement.

I am super thankful that 3J merged with 3F at the start of last year, or I'd never have met these many wonderful people who has really, really made the last 2 years of my DHS life a very wild and exciting one and they exposed me to a world of non-conformity that suddenly feels like being different is the norm :D

See you on grad day, 4F! :D