Monday, May 21, 2007

Help

And your laughter rings in my ears
Taunting me, begging me, egging me
To kill you
And erase you from my memory

And with each word I want to stab
Cause pain to those selfish bitches
Controlling my head, but I can't
Control my raging emotions

Death takes over my mind
Day, night, every single waking moment
My courage gets taken away
I fear you'd be taken away
From me

You know me
But you don't realize
Understand
The pain I'm going through

But I'm doing it on my own anyway
Shutting myself out from
Everyone else

I'm going home on my own