Jaded

iTunes doesn't know the meaning of Shuffle. Get Eminem songs back-to-back. Strangely comforting, as if it knows what I need. Crass, bold, non-conformed.

I almost cried while reading Bang Bang You're Dead all over again.

No idea if it's the story
Or just the fatigue

Aiyahhhhhh, one more damned day before it all starts and end as quickly as it came. Just get this done and over with would you! (Waves fist and shouts violently)

Ok, must be Zen to attain immortality. Okay I cannot comprehend what I just wrote, it really is nonsense. I ate dinner at 10. Michelle says not to drink water at night, will have swollen eye bags and water retention. For once, it's hard to listen to her. Not drink water? Die of thirst first! I spelt water as woter, how funny is that!

First time seeing Mel C online till the wee hours, she sleeps like what, early. The world is in chaos! Revolution! Shit, history. I've crammed how many thousand Bio facts in my pea sized brain, for once I can actually TEACH people something.

I am jaded! I am having lactic acid building up in my muscles to cause fatigue because I exercise too much and there's a limit to how fast I can breathe my muscles are having anaerobic respiration! You know this is just a chance to showcase my memorizing abilties.

However my notetaking abilites are shameful. I wrote down Lactic acid ---> Pyruvic acid and totally forgot what it connotes.

Melissa Chan my love says I've a messed up life!