Blaspheming

The headache menace is back. This time so much worse I just broke down crying. Today there was the pressure in my ears again! It was so bad it hurt a lot. What on earth is wrong with my head!

And there are so many tests, so many extra lessons, so many projects, so many assignments to finish. EOYS are in just a little over 2 weeks' time, and Chemistry and Math hasn't even completed the syllabus yet! 2 weeks should be used for revision, like last year, go to school, do math paper, clear all doubts and questions!

I ate Panadol anyway, helped to alleviate the pain a little bit. Bet the pain will come back no matter what. And just when I thought nothing could get any worser. I'm determined to overcome all these, all these! It's Friday already, so fast.

I really really hope I don't fall sick anytime these 2 weeks. I have HSK on Saturday I cannot fall sick! I have 3 tests and projects to hand up! I have assignments to do! I've got the EOYS to study for! I've got a goal to fulfill! (Not the 1 word nonsense)

I'm like downing bottles and bottles of water like nobody's business. Hope I can get through this.

Subjected to eternal condemnation

Like the empress of a fallen nation

Like the hideous Frankenstein's
creation

Like exposed terrible lies

Like love torned and died

Like words spun from demise

Like friends in internal strife

Like the sun that won't rise again

Like the flag stepped and left in the rain

Like the belief that you can't stand

After you've fallen while you ran

Like you've lost the war
When you make a
fatal mistake

Like you lose your faith

When you know life breaks

But Oh, I'll hold my grasp

I'd hold it strong

But do give me the hope

And strength to carry on