Libération!

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Wanted to stop at that but it doesn't justify the end of exams!! Don't have any particular urge to blog anymore. Something about splaying feelings out into words that don't exactly mean what I feel feels weird. But ho ho deal with that later. I have this constant feeling I'm talking to myself. So I type a sentence and delete because it makes me feel like I'm in an empty space.

HA HA. I have to regain normality though most agree I was never once normal.

We have spent nearly 4 years together people! 4 glorious years of ups and downs, the exciting and mundane, the shocking and the surprising, bad times and the good!

I have made an improvement this year. I live more. As in, stopped thinking I'm in a dream right guys? And stopped trying to figure the "big picture" and played philosophical professor less hahahaha. But I haven't gotten the "feeling alive" part :S

Guess I had too much on my plate to think about everything. Just did it as I had to. If I had to list the greatest achievement of the year it'll have to be.. Coming back and being myself once again! I was snatched away last year.

But look back on the 16 years sooo far it didn't really seem long and torturing, though I can't say much about the process! The times I spent almost dying / suffocating waiting for the clock to just bloody move faster!!! But it doesn't move that slowly when the need calls for it. BUMMER!

Down memory lane next time!