I am billy bonkers.

Do I do things on impulse? I don't think so. Because if I do things on impulse I'd close down this blog and not save anything and move to a new one. If I do things on impulse I'd stop studying altogether now.

Because I so feel like it.

Unbelievably jaded + tired + lethargic. I didn't even do anything except sit on the same chair at the same table to do math. And then I felt sooo incredible tired I couldn't move and wouldn't talk and am a walking zombie.

The word zombie looks funny right. ZOMBEE. Zzzzzzombie.

What I feel most like doing now is to go down for a swim. Most unfortunately, I always feel like swimming when I can't. Ha ha ha, the pool has been closed for a long time anyway and I don't know why. I finally got an ounce of the bingeing syndrome everyone has been talking about. All of a sudden today I grabbed stuff to eat and ate ate ate.

Desperately feel like eating yoghurt damn badly.

I AM IN AGONY!

@#!@$!(*^()#(*$!_@)#(!

*Runs around and does stuff people in agony do*

*Flips over and dies in a pool of Math Bio Chem*

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Tell you about my dreams. No, not dreams. Exam related nightmares. Last last night. I dreamt that I got back my history paper. And then it was marked and all and I got 6/12 for one of the essays. Section B part A. On top has Ms Devi's comments that I suspect became imprinted into my dream because I stare at it too much in my waking moments.

Point

Evidence

Case/Grapes

Link

Sorry but I don't know how grapes came into the picture. Then I knew I was dreaming! So my consciousness told me in my dream to continue to flip the paper. I got 50 or 60/100. Don't get too happy now Zhi Xin and think "It's a sign I passed my test!" Because like they say, dreams never come true.

Last night, another nightmare. I dreamt that I was taking my Math paper on Monday in Punggol Secondary School's hall. I think, one of the school hall's we went to for friendly match. One of the many. Anyway before the exam I was frantically asking:

"They provide trigo formulas for differentiation or not?!!?!?"

Forgot the answer anyway and just kept asking hysterically until someone replied and I took my paper. Got paper 1 and 2. Paper 1 had to be done using computer. I even recall the damn questions.

Mary has a black sheep. XX has a dog. So how many blah blah?

Sorry can't remember clearly. Anyway my table was very messy my computer was green and then it malfunctioned and I raised my hand and the teacher couldn't fix it I had to move to another table with my messy stuff. Do do do wah very easy yay times up go down canteen.

Talked to the usual about the test and then and then, and then..

OMG I REALIZED I DIDN'T DO PAPER 2 BECAUSE IT WAS BURIED UNTIL MY MESSY TABLE NO WONDER HAVE SO MUCH TIME TO DO ALL THE QUESTIONS. NO WONDER IT WAS EASY.

I panicked naturally. In my sleep and in real life too my heart was beating like 10000x average speed. Then I went to seek help from Ms Low (We were in the Tanjong Rhu campus) Ok then she said: "Wait wait I need to take fingerprints. MS LIN!" Then she spotted some teacher in the office and pittered pattered after her.

At this point I was about to have cardiac arrest and I FORCED MYSELF TO WAKE UP in the middle of the night.

And I woke up at 11 because of an irritating twerp and did math and came here because I was feeling lethargic and tired.

BUT AM NO LONGER :D GOING TO EAT DINNER HIP HIP HOORAY.