Kill me

My brain is not programmed for anything Math or Science. I swear I take 10 times longer to process everything. I swear it takes a lot more hard work for me than for others. Understanding something is a super huge step for me I must visualize everything and see it in diagrams in my head. Unlike some who can do it very fast e.g Melissa Chan!!

Thanks to her I got a crash course on probability. Hopefully her time won't go to waste.