Humdrum

I think I have an eating disorder. Not the common disorders like anorexia or bulimia. But it's when you feel like your stomach is about to explode from the amount of food inside, but your mouth and your throat wants to eat more and more and more.. And you do exactly it. I think if not for volleyball I'd be weighing a hell lot more than now.

Dropped by some Tibetian museum after lunch at Yum Cha. Love the Dim Sum there. I go after the variety of tastes and Dim Sum can totally fulfill that. 10 different tastes for you to lust after on one table. Minimum effort (you just sit there and wait for the food to come), maximum enjoyment. Obviously, a maximum stretch in the receipt. *Shrug* There's a price to pay.

Ok, so.. The museum. It's just some small place holding all the Dzi beads? The beads from heaven or so they say. It's not even a proper museum. There's a shop in it too. But I feel certain indignance at the running of the place.

I mean, some of the labels state the artifact came from the 10th century. So, 1100 years ago then, but it's just in a glass casing, that's all. No temperature control? Or a more secure lock at least? And some of the bigger artifacts like statues of Gods and stuff are just place in the open air, like that. No protection or anything. What if some kids came and knocked into it? What if it breaks?! History is lost like that!

Ok it's quite crazy, but I think I really want to work in the museum. I don't really know the occupations the museum offers but if it means researching on history, arranging the exhibits, organizing tours and publicizing, or liasing with museums in other countries to come down and exhibit, I really don't mind.

SC camp tomorrow! It'll be fun! More PSLTC pictures will roll in :D Please wait for it (And level camp too hahaha I have to wait till Ham gets back from Alaska. She promised me some ice from there)

P/S: I fear fear. I hate fear. Detest the feeling of being afraid. The worst thing is, most of the times I don't know what I'm afraid off. Also the feeling of insecurity. Think most of our body is uncontrollable. Can't control diseases and illness, can't control how our heart feels (Sometimes intense sadness, anger or fear that just won't go away, or who we like and who we don't) We can only control our actions and thoughts, but even then mostly it's uncontrollable; Reflex actions and sometimes we think of stuff we don't want to.

It's funny, cause our body belongs to us.