The ties that bind

I was quite afraid of losing 3 people who hold important places in my life. What if I were friends with 3 people who would never speak to each other again. Today would probably be a entirely new beginning if that were to hold true. It didn't. But it was a whole new beginning all the same. I hope all goes well from here, gain strength and understanding from the trash-out and start afresh again! I'd hate to see Trinity break up.

I hope too, I'm on the road to becoming a better being.

I've never felt more safe with and loved by the people around me. With the team, 4 years of countless arguments and fights later we have understood each other so much and the chemistry is undeniable. With the Ties, 2nd year in the making, you guys are like emotional pillars for me in every way possible. Even if I have to undergo emotional turmoil or panic attacks, you guys will always be there to save me from myself. I could cry, become a maniac, get annoying, scream, become a dictator, turn irritable but you all will always forgive me in the end and love me for who I am. And I am grateful for that, truly. Salvaging friendships left hanging in the air and doing some catching up with people from my past is really comforting and satisfying in a way because it brings back memories and makes me realize we both have shared memories worth recalling whether good or bad.

They say you find your best friends in high school. Not because high school's cooler or anything like that. But because we are able to see for ourselves, and see with our hearts who's real, and who's not.