Greatest fear

Almost 1 A.M and I have a strong strong urge to get the volleyball and start training. Don't ask me where, I have no idea. (Meeting starts in 8 hours. I haven't sorted out my train of thought/stuff to discuss.) Now I have the urge to do shuttle run. Is it unhealthy to do runs at night? Okay I don't care I did one set of shuttle runs. JM and I did some self-reflecting and it was a thought provoking conversation. Does he make you want to fight for it? JM has grown up :D Guess along the way we make some startling self-discovery and learn from it.

Feel so hollow inside after I've gouged out everything and took a long hard look at it. (No, I'm not bulimic, it's substance moron, substance.)

I'm going to try the meditation thingy Azzwhy taught. It sounds stupid at first actually you wouldn't doubt the spelling Asswhy. Hope it helps though.

New teacher I/C, Mr Jeffrey Ng no doubt was once a volleyball player now. He accurately listed out all the frustrations and thoughts. And his 4by4 spiking is good. He doesn't give the feeling of a teacher but of a senior friend. How cool is that.

Well, all the way people. All the way.