Freedom/ FutureLove

Look who's back
Shady's back!

Okay, fine it's me, I'm back. I'm free, I'm the happiest I've been in ages. Yes so I nearly killed myelf having fun during SC time today talking so much. I think the uncle poisoned my drink. I felt sickeningly horrible later on. But as a result of liberation after 6 weeks being held captive (shan't tell you) I think I suffer from a serious lack of life I just kept laughing during the "Fold The Stars" session because I kept seeing Jovi's expression in my mind. Hilarious! I was laughing in the toilet too. And now.

And later we walked home in the blasting rain. We were soaking and drenched. Drenched. It's crazy I was letting out screams of euphoria. Stamping into huge puddles feeling the water squish in your shoes and feeling the wind lashing against you and your umbrella, feeling the rain hit down-- It's almost like being alive.

Now I'm home, my feet still cold, my throat sore but still happy. Very happy.

I'm unsure, it's just a stopover
Looking over your shoulder
Unconventional, unacceptable
Sorry, it's not the right kind

Of love.