Pain is just another feeling

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight
Without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear
I'd tell you this

Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you

I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

No no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
Everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
Can't let go, yeah

This song was stuck in my head during Cairns trip (Pictures will be up... Soon) and in training today. Huge bruises flowering on my both wrists, knees, and the side of my right leg. Not a pretty sight. I pulled something in my tricep I think, but hopefully it's just some severe ache. Want it to get better ASAP so I can train my spiking ):

Oh gosh I feel terrible. Sometimes days like this I feel like just giving up. Being brutally honest now. But I will survive and I will hang on!!!!!!!!!!!

Will be stronger than yesterday.

And tomorrow I will be stronger than today.

Ok. Volleyball chalet soon! Came home to get some shut-eye then going off again! Hopefully everything will be fine and dandy and fun and ... delicious.

Talking rubbish about 89% of the time already. The rest of the 11% I am tired and not talking thank you very much.

:D