The broken will still fight back

4F guys did well in basketball interclass! Got damn high, crazy and super agitated while watching the match. Oops, my Dad often has to ask me to quieten down while watching a soccer match. Ok back to point, good job guys! Hopefully we win moreeee, win until we get into the finals!

Soccer girls are poor things, get all muddy but no one wants to watch them. I mean, yes basketball was definitely a much better watch then them. Cannot fathom anyone would be watching us play too. Other than 4F people, you guys better come and cheer. The gym was damn high and Agnes was like roaring, Eva was screaming for whoever and I was basically shouting and shouting .. CHAOS.

Anyway our turn on 18 May! Hopefully we get into the next round at least! Must train that week. Must be a torture not being able to use hands, boo. It's like you lose your first line of defence. What if a ball hits directly on your face and you can't use your hands to block it off! What if it's going to hit your stomach?!! Thank God for fast reflexes from volleyball.

I escaped a few balls from BenFoo and Alson today, damn scary. I want to receive YuanWei's block! It's infuriating then that he blocks every single damn ball we spike. But, then again the net's so super low to quote M we're only "deceiving ourselves" Where else can we train, the gyms like a meaty pie to be shared with don't know how many thousand people. The outdoor court is so rough and I scraped my knee with a a bad scar even when I wore kneepads!

I think my alterego can be found on the courts.

Alterego #1: Frustrated, aggressive, fiery, heated up, vulgarities threatening to spew out, having every single ounce of me trying to wham off opponent's head.

Alterego #2: Damn damn crazy and idiotic.

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Level camp in 2 days, have not packed, have not done anything in preparation for level camp at all. But it's pretty much cool and all, the 8 hour bus ride freaks me out. Bro doesn't allow me to bring his PSP to kill time. But anyway if I take it he can't do anything for a week! Hah. But if I lose it.. Leave me behind in M'sia please. I suppose it'll be fun, class spirits upped by a million after today. And I'm getting burnt after 1 year of playing indoors.

"Like all superstars and megastars that faded. Died in the limelight. Forgotten. Like all who have went down and stayed there. They do what needs to be done. They do what they can only do now."

"Make a comeback."

And this shall be my creed.