Maybe the diamonds are not for everyone

Everyone's onto the "career discussions" that gets us poring over the subject combinations, wondering aloud what to take, scrambling for advice or frantically counting GPA for subject units. It puts us in a frenzy, for this decision about sets the path we're going to take from now. And it's no child's play. I have really no idea what I'm going to do next time. Really admire those people who are determined to get to their goal, and know what exactly their goal is. My goal? I'm as clear as a cloud. It's this taking a step at the time and not knowing what's coming after this that unsettles me. The future is bleak!

"It upsets me" - Xin Hui
"What"
"We don't even know what lies ahead" - Xin Hui

On a completely random note, I should stop spilling coke in every Mac's I enter. Mortifying. And my history and LA marks are slipping drastically I feel so damn frustrated. It's like the subjects I'm more confident in makes me want to kill myself at the end of the day. Super saddening :(

Well the most I can do now is just to work hard this year so it's "me choosing the subject, and not the subjects choosing me" at the end of the day.

But even so, I'm tired.