Overwhelming

My pulse is racing like mad. Maybe it isn't racing, but it sure is beating damn hard. It's like a stone just lodged itself onto my chest and refuses to go away but instead weighing down and down and down. Damn, I suspect is has something to do with the East Zones. It's like the zonal time of the year, except we're in the other end of Singapore. I guess less people are going to support too, because of the time problem.

Oh my goodness I'd do anything to ease the pain. Except maybe scream, although I'm sorely tempted to. But, uh better keep a good relation with the neighbours (and my mum) I'm feeling very very very nervous/anxious/fidgety/stressed/negative! Okay after 3 cups of water I think I feel better. The water dissolved the stone.

And we have a lot of homework. And we have tests. And 2006 starts again. Test after test, assignment after assignment, project after project. Routine and routine, another film. I just think, we have to take it all in stride.

But for once, I understand math in class. For once, I understand chem (!) in class! But I think it has to do with the difficulty level.

Oh, I propose we petition to take away Agnes' computer, TV and kill Ariel. TV serials, idols and Taiwanese entertainment shows are making Agnes really, really, unstable. She almost, I repeat, almost socked whoever who said Ariel sucks and banged the table hard you could see it reverberating. It is that bad. And she threw a tantrum when she heard we had to alight at Aljunied because something happened at Eunos. And it is, suicide. Saw the reporters and the police. God bless the soul. Okay I digress. She moodswinged so much! One second she's laughing away the next she's genuinely pissed at me. And then she laughs then she becomes pissed.

And recently in class she is completely off her hooks I swear. She laughs manically and continuously! Like, ??! She wasn't very sane to begin with.

Now it's just getting worse.

But she is so funny she makes us laugh so much. And she's loud. And funny. Out of control. And funny. Haha.

Was looking through the pictures and was reminded of Shun, the Japanese guy who came to 2C! I remember he was Fu Di's buddy and was sitting next to me in Chemistry lab. And he introduced me to him as a volleyballer. So cool so cool. I remember I was fascinated by him.

Wow, that was 2 years ago! Two! Trying to grasp the fact I'm year 4. Don't feel very year-4ish.

And I swear this time round, I won't turn my back on anything that comes along (until after much consideration)

Ok well, whatever really.