Call your bluff
I'm extremely hungry but extremely bummed to take food. I can just be stuck here and not move anything except my fingers.
I realized how many stupid things I do and regret very sorely afterwards. Like I regret always being agitated and hotheaded I fail to do things logically and correctly. Like hollering and yelling at ZZW! Oh my God the minute he signs online I'm going to apologize! Or when I charge my phone. Ok I go charge now. Ey I got up to charge my phone and I forgot to take food and now my ass is on the chair I don't feel like moving again. Bummer. Ok I messaged him!
I do a lot of stupid things on the spur of the moment. Like suddenly run and then I'd fall. I fell a lot of times when I was in Primary school, like down the stairs, in the toilet (super painful), in the middle of the hall when people were having training, fell while riding a bicycle... No that's digression. Yes but I think I'm really an evil rotten person at times. No, I'm not yearning for world domination though that'll be really sweet. But I must go and meditate and seek enlightenment. I'm going to be a better person. I'm going to sit under a Bodhi tree. Hope it'll work. Or maybe I'm just evil and mean because I'm hungry.
- Think before I act
- Think twice before I act
- Think with rationality before I act
- Don't go hungry
- Put compassion before anything else
- Think 100 times before I act
Ok goodfriend has forgiven me. Auron replied my email! 3F people email him more he says he only received emails from me and Irene. Now exams are over I'm putting all my efforts into SC and volleyball. But volleyball won't start till next Friday by when our results are coming back
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