Thursday, September 21, 2006

Kryptonite's high away

Changed my blogskin! It is so reminiscent of Melina's brown-white colour scheme with her trademark Georgia font (Now she changed to Tahoma).

I didn't go to school today. So didn't Ham, Melina, Poryee, Hongwen and Candice. Can you imagine? The entire chunk of people gone from that area. It must be pretty funny/lonely (for Ag). No one to sit with ha ha. She is currently angry with us. But what can we do! We didn't choose to feel ill! I'm cheered up by the funny thought of Ag alone in the centre block, no one to talk to, no one to sit with, falling asleep during Mr Q's lesson with no one nudging her

:D

Happy thoughts.

...Not so happy ones. Last night I was so exhausted and stress with so many things to do I just broke down crying like crazy pleading not to go to school. It was tiring the headache was bad (and the pressure in the ears too). I don't know why there is pressure in my ears. I live on the 13th floor, it's not that high right. Oh, I got reminded of a dream I had last night. I think I was in a lift, then it dropped down super fast and shocked us all, with the funny feeling I get the navel when I sit roller coasters or high swings? I think it is a sign I'm falling fast if I don't get my emotions on hold.

Ha ha ha ahhaha! Another funny thought. I heard my screaming in the kitchen. She's making pizza, oh I smell something burnt. So funny!

I used to hate Eminem's songs. Like some jarring noise with him complaining. But hey it feels good today to listen to his forthright, brash opinions with the vulgarities peppered here and there. It's all well, it's all well.

A little more than a week more to go for the end of years. I really cannot fathom if I really do fail. It is one everybody's minds now, haunting us day and night. But there's a plus, it's going to be over real soon. Grit my teeth and hang in there, me!

What we're concerned with:
P1 & P2: Are our marks 90 and above?
P3 & P4: Is it Band 1 or Band 2?
P5 & P6: Low Band 1 or High Band 2?
S1 & S2: Pass or Fail
S3 & S4: Retained or Not

It's pretty funny looking at the benchmarks above. Of course it doesn't necessarily apply to everyone (especially smart twix who are bothered by a 99). The pressure, the expectations, the fear. I shall ask the iPod.

iPod, oh iPod will I get promoted?

...

Oh my God it said:

Save Me

I am currently freaking out now. I shall go.. I don't know, run around in circles or something. I think my iPod is like not accurate (I mean, I hope it isn't)

I'm clockwatching.