Fatal

So much to live up to

So much to think and do

So high in the past

Heaven knew, it didn't last

Had so much there and then

Let it crash who-knows-when

Used to be in the glory

Now under harsh scrutiny

Wrecked, ruined that's what it is

It's starting to get hard to please

Many things don't drop from the sky

Need to climb a ladder to reach up high

Hope it's not (nor never) too late

To change these ways, to change this fate

Used to be way up

And now down and in the rot

Hope it's not too late

To rectify stupid mistakes

Hope all that was is not gone

Going to change what went wrong

Stupid mistake it was, but I hope it's a mistake isn't fatal.What an idiot I am.

@#%$!