If I lay here, if I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
E&I is an interesting lesson, but it's the lesson everyone takes the chance to catch a wink. Honestly, it's interesting to hear about stocks, shares, net asset value and all, but I've too much crammed into my head so these information just go in and out. Oh at least the teacher can connect and is livelier than the MPP teacher. Triple chinese was fast today, I've grown to like Chinese! It's not only a chinese lesson but Mr Kiw teaches us how to look at life, how to look at things in different perspectives.
Oh we had SC voting today. I didn't even know about it till Mabel and Cherie started making signs with their hands on the 2nd floor. Weird.
Anywayy, think I'm being like a PMS-y bitch nowadays, keep feeling irritated and being irritating. Ahhhhh irksome. Training started off with me being excited as always followed by a series of unfortunate circumstances. Got hit on the head with a ball, it went BAM on my ear and my brain rattled in my skull. It was soooo painful it gave me a headache for about an hour afterwards. And I broke my healthy streak, damn. And then I got angry and pissed and irritated at people I was in a bad mood. Not being able to do anything well added on. And when I was finally able to do something right, EdnaMode had to come as usual and we all had to go home early. Okay, I need to relax. Shall go swimming. Hydro-therapy. A 2 days' rest for a 5 day hell. Or is it hell.
Never mind that. Melissa made me really really sad during recess today. For awhile because I was determined not to let it get to me. She said she won't join volleyball in JC! And Eva, Michelle won't too, and Serene will go to her waterpolo JC and that leaves me and Cherie! Can't we stick together forever? I mean, that made me so sad that we aren't going to be as a team to play in the A division and meet Yixian and Krystal.. The original.
We're probaby just a passing reflection huh. Make a slight imprint on each other's lives and then we whisk away leaving just a tiny wisp of your heart. We go away sometime, we all go away. That I get, I always did. But what I just ask for is these bonds to last us at least half of our lifetime, for a long time than just half a decade. 3 years past fast.
On a sidenote, I need to really learn how to write to express. I can't write well and I have to hand it to those who can write beautiful sentences without managing to sound cheesy.
Anyway, I only have 1 year more in high school. That is, if I don't get retained. Then I'd have 2. High school life hasn't been exactly wham-bam amazingly memorable, but I've had fun times. I don't know if it's the best years of my life. My life isn't anywhere close to ending. I hope. But then when the time comes I'd tell you if it's good. Just a thought.