Tourniquet.

Tourniquet.

I thought I was in for a good day today. But hell, no. I ended school with the headache again. Resulted in my pon-ing of theatre arts, for which I am extremely guilty and regretful for. I went training with a painful head, and I got that vomiting feeling I got on Tuesday, again. I think it's gastric, because my stomach felt empty. But how do I explain the splitting headache then?

Well anyway, I thought training today will be good good. But it was, a complete disaster. It was horrible. We forgot our formation and coach was hopping mad and impatient and all. I felt so powerless, so helpless. I felt like a loser I just cried, a bit. Self-control is the way to success. And I held my tears back! But the morale was extremely low and all I think it was the worst training. I'm sure we can do it, if we can overcome our personal problems and work AS A TEAM. If all of us are stubborn, unwilling to accept and give our best, we aren't going anywhere. I have already given up my hope of getting into Singapore's National team for Volleyball, because I know I'm just way way below par. I am going to work hard and aim for it once again.

I really think we have the power and potential to get into Nationals next year, seriously. But what is lacking is the communication and the understanding of each other. Go, team-04. Really, I wish to see us improve. And to Sec 2s, I mean, yeah us seniors are going through a rough patch too, so you guys must make sure you all communicate well in your team so we can all work as one ok?

Let us all try our best to overcome our personal differences, for the sake of the team. Give ourselves a chance to soar and not restrict ourselves.

On another note, please, volleyball is our passion, our life. We have to learn to accept Coach's opinions and they, albeit longwinded and repetitive most of the time, is crucial to our improvement. So, guys, grit your teeth and bear with them! He's a good coach, better than any, I can attest to that. Or rather, that's how I feel.

I believe we can do it. I sincerely believe.

Remember we said we'd be there for each other. Remember we said we are one. Remember our promise to work hard, our vows to be the best. Remember we said we wouldn't end up like previous teams we saw. Remember our goals, our vows, our aims. Remember the goal we set for ourselves, and also the glorious moment of Team-04. We can do it again. Remember the enthusiasm when we said we'd improve like crazy when we take over the baton. Remember our dreams, our passion, our life. Remember what we live for: Volleyball.

Remember all these, and let's all work harder. We can do it.