Routine.
Sometimes, we go so fast in life, we don't even stop to think what on earth are we doing. Everyday is a routine. This on-going cycle slows our creativity down, if not, our minds. I rush like an insane person through my life. Rushing against time, rushing through all my work.
But whenever I stop to think about something, about what the hell have I been actually doing, I get a little confused about this whole point of doing what I've been doing. Thinking leaves me unsure, confused. I run so fast sometimes, when I stop I get disorientated and the hit will leave me slow. It takes a while to get back on track again.
I don't know. I have a million of wants & to-do. Live in England for a few years, get to the country.. But how many of "a few years" do I actually have? See, there you go, I start thinking so much my brain gets overwhelmed. Then I go to school, have some cool trainings, forget about what I've thought and be insane & happy.. Then I come back home where there is silence and wonderful peace I start thinking again.
Routines sometimes drive me mad.