I see the wounds, I scream in disgust
What I doubt now is this thing called trust
Your sickening desire to make ego swell
Maybe you should go seek professional help
You smile but you hide a knife
Waiting for the perfect time
You hug me and you say goodbye
Then you stab me from behind
Ok, I actually did cry last night/this morning. It felt good! Long and hard and letting everything go. I had to fight the strong urge to get up and start running outta my house and never stop. But I couldn't. So I ran in my house instead. Thank you C anyway. Thank God for wireless eh. I couldn't have survived those early wee hours. Thank you for staying up! If not it would have been lonely. And to people who cared, thanks so much :D
All went fine today. I was afraid of 3 things today: Sportsmeet proposal, Chinese proj, history proj. I survived proposal. She said it was ok. I'm glad. But there are still a million more things to do though! Chinese proj: Though there were technical difficulties we hung through. It was interactive! Aand, history. We just watched some movie about Hitler.
Skipped training for highjump today and went home instead because Cherie's don't-know-who's don't-know-who said it was raining heavily in Bishan. It was reliable because that person lived there. And since we were doing jumps, and they couldn't possible move everything in.. We decided to skip it. I had this serious stomach problem in the morning anyway. Gastric? My mum claims it is. But it made 2 hours unbearable. I was squirming in pain. And then I still have my mc for my infection. So, home I went. Ate a real late lunch at 5pm. And I don't know what I did after that.
So I am going to sleep early today and I am sad I'm missing volleyball tomorrow. I need to de-stress.
