Thursday, December 29, 2005

What is wrong now? All I can ask for is a team dedicated to the sport, full of passion and the energy to play and play and never stop. 2 people have left in the pursuit of studies and can we blame them? Singaporeans just won't stop putting grades in front of everything. As long as you get high marks, you're just damn good. So what about our interests? What about our life? Huh? We spend 20+ years studying all the way to the U. And then? We work. Do we do what we like anyway? Do we?

Anyway, so that leaves us with 6 people. Just enough for a team. Only without reserves. But now, not one but 2 people wants to leave. Maybe 3. One because she hates the coach. Yeah, what a good excuse for quitting. That is simply running away? Another, I am so not sure why. Just because she hates volleyball? I'm not sure about the reason, but I'm pretty sure she won't quit in the end cause there are no other CCAs she likes. Go join chinese dance man.

Why can't the 6 of us just hang on and fight to the top for just another 2 years? The competitions are only once in a lifetime. When we reach 20 and regret and want to join the East Zones we can't anymore. Time doesn't wait for us. I really want to win something at least, and not get bloody (sorry) fourth or whatever anymore. I'm sick of persuading people to go for training, but if I don't how can we freaking train with nobody except some ants and the wind! I don't even know if my purpose of this post is to vent my frustrations or just to make my pain known. Or just wake you up to your senses.

But I do know I'm pleading you all to just help me get one trophy. Even if we don't, be a united team dedicated to the sport, so that well, at least I've fufilled half of my dream to be a in a united team who loves the sport to death. Then, at least I'll die in peace.