I'm in some kind of shock now. Was feeling bored so browsed through my friend's Friendster profile and pictures and got a shock of my life.
Well, this friend of mine was my primary school friend. Sweet, happy, and always stuck by me come what may. But what the heck happened?! Now, she smokes and has this real dark side portrayed in pictures. Not the usual lian type but.. oh man. She truly has changed so much that it's extreme. My heart aches for her.
I wonder what caused her to be like that. I gather using my good inference skills (To think I can still joke!) that some rocky relationships resulted in this huge character change. What on earth happened?! I really really want to help her, help her get outta that urgh, horrible personality and quit smoking! I really want to help her. But how to suddenly tell her that? I don't want her to feel, how to say, restricted or to have our friendship strained. Sigh, how!
All that I want
But I can't.